my silver buddha, my silver bullet

intro

hello and welcome to my website!! my name is megan and i am 27-years-old from canada. i love music, art and literature. i enjoy doing way too many things so that i'm not very good at any of them. i also do astrology and tarot when i'm feeling spooky but then again i sometimes now watch videos about reformed witchcraft practicers led by christian ministers on youtube so i kind of don't feel spooky very often anymore.

music: kate bush, tori amos, björk, fiona apple, life without buildings, cocorosie, and so on

authors: elena ferrante, clarice lispector, otessa moshfegh

artists: really into christina bothwell rn, others will come to mind later

mad girl's love song
sylvia plath

i shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
i lift my lids and all is born again.
(i think i made you up inside my head.)

the stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
and arbitrary blackness gallops in:
i shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

i dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
and sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(i think i made you up inside my head.)

god topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
exit seraphim and satan's men:
i shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

i fancied you'd return the way you said,
but i grow old and i forget your name.
(i think i made you up inside my head.)

i should have loved a thunderbird instead;
at least when spring comes they roar back again.
i shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(i think i made you up inside my head.)

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